2011 so far.

I've really started out good on this New Year.
I've started eating healthy, been seeking internships and I've been to this year’s first Jutland lolita meet-up circle! I ended up wearing my wine red Anna House OP, red bodyline shoes, a red barrette and my innocent world socks. Look pretty sweet ^^
It was so great and it all to place in Randers at Mette's place. This time it was all about crafting and sewing bit I started out getting a little too late out of bed, due to my alarm clock not ringing and actually arriving 30 minutes too late, lol.
I met with the other girls and afterwards we went out for some fabric shopping. I ended up buying 2 different fabrics. A nice red tartan (to which i bought some good quality black laces for) and a very beautiful black fabric with some beautiful rose patters incorporated into the fabric itself. Me and Sascha ended up buying one meter each for a skirt each. We wen’t back to Mette’s place and ended up making a lot of different things. A lot of jewellery and not as much sewing as one could have hoped for. But Sascha was so sweet and made my tartan skirt, I totally love it! I’ve got to make a lot of different stuff in cernit (a form f clay that has to be baked in the oven) which I was planning on using as accessories for my outfits. We ate at her plase (lasanga YUM!) and later we tried her PS II where some of the girls tried to play Manhunt II. I was laughing so hard inside myself since some of the girls clearly weren’t fit for these type of horror games, I don’t know how many times they started screaming, haha XD

But all in all it was a pretty nice day. Me and Sascha ended up going home with the train at 20:20 so we were home late. A friend of mine slept at our place that night and I was really beaten when I got home. I stayed up for an hour, maybe two and then went straight to bed.

Tomorrow I’ll be to attending an interview for an internship at a baker in Aalborg and I really hope I get the internship! I really want to become a baker and if I don’t get the spot I’ll have to become a social security whilst trying sending out applications for an internship.

Recap of 2010

Wow a old year has passed and a new one dawns. And whta does this mean? It means embrasing the new year with new fresh energy! There is so much to see i 2011. New places, new friends, new locations to visit and new memories to be gathered. There will be sad times and good times but it'll all be a new experience for everydbody.

1. What did you do in 2010 that you'd never done before?
Move to Aalborg with my hubby.
Got into the baker school.
Actually told someone how I felt about the whole deal of me getting bulled as a teenager.
GOT A PS III!!!!! OMG!
Played a game I swore I would never play XD (Minecraft lol. awesome game!)
Began using Steam.
Began using Skype (liek omg!)
Began ejoying myself in the kitchen.
Made an entire christmas dinner!!!

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions,
and will you make more for next year?
Can't even remember those I made last year, if I did make some?

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
My cousin and and a friend of mine ;D

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope =w=

5. What countries did you visit?
Česká republika baby! I wan't to go again :D

6. What would you like to have in 2011 that you lacked in 2010?
Loose some weight, no really! I really wan't to :C

7. What date from 2010 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
August 1st, December 17th, September 10th, and the whole of July!

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting into the baking school and getting pretty good grades! Got a B in my average :D

9. What was your biggest failure?
Not being able to keep up my healthy living. I began eating a log of fruit and driking water plus working out... but I held it for a week aaaaand.... that was that >_>
Was actually loosing some weight back there.
Gaining weight =___=;

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
A mere cold... which I had for a whole month.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
hmmm... my WoW collectors edition of Cataclysm.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
I got to talk to Humon! OMG!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Thosw girls who disses plus size lolitas >_>
And those girls who buys a lot of brand and shows it off.

14. Where did most of your money go?
I can't remember Ô_Ó

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
J-pop con, the trip to Praha, my B-day gift, meeting Humon and getting into the J-fashion fashion show!

16. What song will always remind you of 2010?
hmm.... Dancing Samurai!

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
happier or sadder? happier.
thinner or fatter? fatter TTATT

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Loose weight! And saving for my Disney trip, which feels like it will never be .__.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Feeling sad over I didn't have enough money or going to Disney land :C

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Me, my hubby and his mom :3.

22. Did you fall in love in 2010?
Been it since 2004 ;D

23. Did your heartbreak in 2010?
Nope :3

24. What was your favorite TV program?
FMA brotherhood, Det søde liv (the sweet life, NO NOT THAT ON DISNEY CHANNEL), Fanboy and Chumchum!

25. Where were you when 2010 began?
In Sønderholm.

26. Who were with you when 2010 began??
my mom, her husband, my aunt, her husband, her son, a friend of the family and my hubby :)

Borrowed by Looneylolita! check her out guys :D

A new year dawns.... soon.

It's still 9:48 here in Denmark so there's a loooong wya til midnight yet.
But I just wanted to say thank you guys for reading my blo and commeting on it, it really means alot to me. I hope that every one of my readers, everybody who just visited my blog, my family, my friends and everybody on eath will have themselves a rocking new year!
I only have one regret for this year, not being able to post more often on this blog and for that I am sorry. Hopefully the new year will give me more chances and subjects to post here on my blog.

See you all in the new year
HAPPY NEW YEAR

Color me green

For I am ever so envious. And I really hate envy. It’s a really nasty and ugly feeling to have towards other people. But just why am I feeling envious? Well there are a lot of reasons to it, and I try not to let it get the best of me. But one of my main reasons is that it feels like everybody I know on J-fashion keeps on posting on how much brand they are waiting for in the mail, and how their family or lover bought them this gorgeous new JSK from Angelic pretty. But what annoys me the most about this is that I let myself be bothered by it. I know I don’t have the money to buy brand all the time and I KNOW my family and hubby would never buy me Lolita stuff since they don’t know here to buy it and HOW to buy it. So that is why I’m feeling envious. But I feel bad about it. It makes me feel sick knowing that I get so jealous of not having what material good that others have and even get sad over it. On the other hand I don’t feel envious toward the girl who uses the banks money to buy her brand, or the loli who is so spoiled her parents gives her anything she wants. I mean relly! Where the hell do they get all that money from? How is it possible to save that much money with only a few weeks intervention to suddenly buy brand again? HOW?! Even with a JOB you'd have to save for some time.

But I can’t help but feeling like a an Ita for not being able to buy all the newest brand in the Lolita fashion world but that is my own fault and not everybody else’s. I can’t help but feeling angry with myself somehow for being so picky with what prints I want to wear, and that is all thanks to my only wanting to wear Classic, EGL and Gothic since I find it more mature and fitting for me. I started wearing sweet Lolita when I first heard of Lolita but every time I wore my pink shirt, with my pink headbow, pink kneesocks, pink handbag, white short and white shoes I couldn’t help but seeing myself as a chubby piece of cotton candy looking out from the mirror, so it wasn’t long after that I threw away my sweet stuff. Instead I started looking at the more mature stiles like Elegant Gothic Lolita and classic which I ended up finding way more appealing to me that sweet and Hime. I bought myself an AP dress from one on the EGL_salescommunity and I feel madly in love with the dress, it looks wonderful on me and the quality was amazing.

I soon after bought an Anna House dress in wine read which was also very beautiful and look rather nice on me, so I must say I’ve found my stiles. I later on bought a Surface Spell jsk from Qutie land which made me look very grown up, so I wore it to the fashion show which was held at the J-pop convention and I was ever so happy, but when I was the pictures from the fashion show I caught myself constantly thinking “omg! Lookt at how FAT my legs look! I have SO tiny feet, YIKES! Why do I look so chubby?!” And I just grew… sad. It feels like I will never be able to find the stile for me that really compliment MY body form. And again I grow envious and jealous because I looked at some of the other lolis who where bigger than me who just looked so beautiful in their OP attire and I just felt so ugly compared to them, why does even the loli fashion industry have to be characterized by the thin models? It’s about time they showed some chubby lolis so us who isn’t exactly the thinnest twig in the wood may feel pretty to and like there is actually hope for us. Hopefully my new diet will work. I’ve started drinking a LOT of water, which I am really bad at since I hat water and I’ve started eating all the time (fruits and carrots) to keep my metabolism active all the time. I am really bad a remembering myself to eat breakfast and get my stomach working from the start of my morning.

In other news I found this absolutely wonderful JSK I would just LOVE and KILL for to own! I would so want it in red for Christmas with a white shirt underneath it. Isn’t it just amazing? Can’t you just see this at Christmas time, whilst out Christmas shipping, OH JOY!

http://yaplog.jp/ap-sendai/archive/3578

Speaking of Christmas where will you guys be spending it this yeah?

Glædelig jul
(danish entry this time)

｡∠(*￣ ￣)〃∇〃)η　.｡.:*･ﾟMerry X'mas:*･ﾟ｡:.*
Så er julen endelig kommet og er det ikke bare hyggeligt?
Jeg er selv en af dem der virkelig elsker julen!
Musikken, de søde sager, familie hyggen, vennerne og den gode mad frem for alt. Man er virkelig nået langt fra da man var barn, hvor du næsten var ved at dø af over entusiasme, og spænding over hvad de farvestrålende pakker under træet gemmer til en. Og det værste var jo når man fik en blød pakke, øv øv øv, kedeligt tøj, haha （　´∀｀）
Det er noget anderledes nu.

Jeg glæder mig ikke så meget til det med gaverne som jeg glæder mig til det med hyggen og den gode mad. Jeg elsker seriøst dansk julemad, det er måske fedt, men gud det smager godt. Skal endelig holde jul med min kæreste for første gang nogen sinde. Hvorfor først nu? Efter 6 års forhold? Fordi jeg havde dårlig samvittighed. Mine forældre blev jo skilt og jeg ville sikre mig jeg holdte jul lige mange gange ved hver, så at ingen af dem følte sig snydt. Så det at jeg endelig kan holde jul med Hr. Dejligsen er bare skønt! (*´w`*)

Glæder mig som en gal selvom det bliver et lille selskab. Vi bliver kun mig, hans mor og ham, men det skal nok ende med at blive hyggeligt, der ender nok med at være en åndssvag mængde mad! De spiser altid and juleaften, og jeg spiser flæskesteg fordi det er bare sådan vores familie er, så der ender jo med at være en del rester. Men det bliver hyggeligt, skal endelig have mit eget juletræ for første gang siden jeg flyttede ud! Min mor var så sød at donere en julestjerne til vores træ og lidt pynt. Skal selv ud og finde noget mere i nogle butikker, så en pynteæske i Harald Nyborg med 75 til få penge, og træet kan jeg vist få for 150,- så det er jo ganske fint :D
Det eneste jeg mangler er en juletræsfod, men der regner jeg med at vi kan låne den som svigermor har, håber jeg da, haha Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

Men glæder mig også til på fredag her. Der skal jeg nemlig ud til min mor og julebage med hende og min lillesøster Jeannette! Bliver så hyggeligt. Kunne desværre ikke være med her den 20 november hvor mine to søskende og min halvsøster sad hos min mor og lavede juledekorationer. Var desværre et andet sted på den dag, men min mor gør op for det ved at lave en jule bage dag med mig ＼(^▽^)／
Vi skal nok lave alle de klassiske småkager, vaniljekranse, chokolade specier, finskbrød og jødekager, nom nom nom! (^～^)

Ydermere har vi gudskelov fundet ud af hvor vi skal være til nytår, regner med det bliver hos min moster i år, sammen med min mor, papfar, kæreste, onkel og min fætter! Skal hjælpe med at lave kransekage konfekt. Skal endda også lave min lille fætters fødselsdags kage her til når han fylder 9 år. Det skal være en banankage med chokolade stykker og chokolade creme i midten med bananstykker, nom nom （ ＾＾）

Regner med den bliver i hvid med limegrøn og mørkeblå, det var nemlig selv det han bad om. Jah der sker rigtig meget lige her i december og jeg undskylder for min mangel på opdateringer her. Men en lille ting jeg vil fortælle om, var ude og besøge Sascha og Kenny her i lørdags hvor vi sad og så film med dem, Sascha havde nemlig ikke set Prinsessen og Frøen så den tog vi med. Vi skulle også lave en cheesecake sammen, men opskriften var total underlig. 100 gr bund til 600 gr fyld? WTF? Vi endte med at få fyld med kiks i, haha ｶﾞ━━Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||)━━ﾝ!!

Og maden vi fik var SÅ lækker. Lynstegte grøntsager med kastanjer, kylling stykker og ris med kokosmælk, smage ondt godt! Men fik virkelig en overraskelse da jeg ankom, både Kenny og Sascha havde en gave til mig, hvilket jeg SLET ikke havde regnet med, ahah så fik BlazBlue af dem i gave, limited edition til min PS 3! Selve kassen var pænt ramponeret men indholdet var i mint condition. Mange tak Sascha og Kenny, det var så sødt gjort af jer, vidste slet ikke hvad jeg skulle sige (*^^*)ノ

(^ _ ^)/~~サヨナラ

Hurray!

Today is my birthday, wow I can't believe I’m already, so hard to believe mostly because I, personally, still fell like a 16 year old girl. And I’ve gotten a lot of comments from my classmates who have a hard time believing me to turn because I look so damn… childish. But yes, today on the 26^th of November I am all of a sudden 24 years old. It seriously feel like yesterday I was a teenager who didn’t really had that much to care for in her life and now I’m all grown up, living in my own apartment with my hubby and I’ll be finishing my education soon, I hope. But it’s such a beautiful day! It’s snowing here in Denmark and it’s been snowing for a week. I haven’t experienced a snowy birthday since I was a child so this is truly pure gold for me. When I woke up today I got my present from my hubby which turned out to be a Playstation 3, omg! My hubby told me that he, a couple of my friends and some from my family joined in together and bought the console for me plus a game. I was ever so happy when i opened the gift. And when I get home today from school my mom and stepdad will visit us and later on I, my hubby and his mom will go out to eat. It’s going to be such a great day. Thanks to all who has celebrated me so far, it really means a lot to me ♥

Back again!

( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ ﾀﾀﾞｲﾏｧ

So I'm finally back from J-popcon. It was simply the best weekend in a long time but it was only because I had to see many good friends and enjoy myself with everyone I know. We arrived Friday at 17:23 at Copenhagen train station and went directly to the convention, where we met with our friends and looked around to get an idea of where everything was located. I was a participant at the J-fashion fashion show this year so I needed to know where I had to meet with the rest of the girls, to get all dressed up and ready. I was so nervous because I've never tried being model before. It was quite an experience and we ended up with 32 models who showed their finest lolita clothes (we had EGL, Gothic, Sweet, bitter/sweet and even two gangster lolis) clothes. The hall that could hold up to 1000 people was almost completely filled up! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

But the j-pop organizer messed up. They had forgotten to put up something that could conceal us so that people could not see our outfits. So we had to sit in a circle and a try to disrupt the view, so the audience couldn’t see us until we had to enter the stage. I was number 3 in the line and it was not as bad as I had predicted it to be. The spotlight shaded the audience out, and it eased my nervousness. It went smoothly and we got much applause for our fashion show. But poor Sascha was so stressed out because organizers couldn’t manage a damn thing. They hadn’t fixed the sound, light, stage or anything so Sascha had to manage pretty much everything herself, but it doesn’t surprise me. You can always count on something to go wrong every year during J-popcon.

But when the show was over we walked around and enjoyed ourselves. I had invited a friend with us to J-pop so we could enjoy ourselves and have a great time together. She had had a disastrous J-pop last year where one of her "friends" had left her in Copenhagen in order to catch an earlier train without telling her about it, so I really tried to make this a great experience for her sp that she would want to attend j-pop again. As we were getting pretty tired and hungry, we went out to look for something to eat and our hotel. Unfortunately we had to eat McDonald's burgers that night (yuck!) because everything else was closed, but our hotel was thankfully only a 5 minutes walk from where convention was but it was located on a street called Cohlbjørnsesn gade and near Istegade, these are streets where there are a lot of drug dealers, drug users and prostitutes so I was a little uncertain about it all. But thanks to my hubby and my good friend I felt safe. ☆ﾐ(o*･ω･)ﾉ

On Saturday I jumped into my Kaito cosplay. I must say (seriously im not trying to be a pompous bitch here) but my Kaito cosplay was clearly the best there was during the entire convention. I had the shoes and dyed my eyebrows blue and even blue fingernails, but lacked, however, to get a hold of his headset. There were many super nice cosplays to look at and some of them were also quite…ehmm fail since they used shiny fabric to make their cosplays and such, it is a shame when they do it because it makes their costumes look cheap and unprofessional. Use shiny fabric when the cosplay CALLS for it! But it was also during Saturday that there was a cosplay show. I didn’t attend it either as participant or as part of de audience since I think cosplay shows are boring an. But this year it was totally weird! There were so many who were doing .... uh interpretive dances which I couldn’t quite understand, what the hell was THAT about? All the acts where so boring that I and a friend of mine could hardly sit through the last couple of acts. The cosplays where great, don’t get me wrong, but the show was a drag. Me and my friend went into the dealer room to have a look at what they were selling this year (we exploited that people where so busy within the show) and I must say there were a lot of REALLY great stuff but the candy part was disappointing. （￣へ￣）

They only sold Pocky and some chips. I love Pocky and can easily eat a couple of packages during a day but I was seriously hoping for a wider candy aspect than Pocky and chips. I hoped for some Hi-chew, Ramune and so but alas there was none. And ofcourse there was the yearly “yaoi paddleboard” seller. Yeah… You know so all the yaoi fan girls have something to play with? Fan girls who calls two boys kissing for Yaoi, lol fail much? But I got to buy some neat stuff. I bought for $125 (600 and something kr) worth of Copic Markers, three key hangers (Chopper in a bathrobe, Grell and Luka) and three new books for my “How To Draw Manga” library at home and two posters, one of Squall and Rinoa and one of Miku from Vocaloid. My hubby didn’t attend all the dealer room running since he was busy watching the Danish Championship in Street Figther (can’t remember what number it was) and the winner got the bragging rights and $550 (3000 kr) we saw a few minutes of it before heading towards the dealer room. There was also The Artist Alley which you were able to visit the whole weekend but Satureday was especially special for me. A Danish comic drawer (not hugely famous) came to sign and sell her original drawings; I myself am a huge fan of her comics (Scandinavia and the world) and I got the chance to get a drawing from here and an autograph! Plus I bought a drawing from the lovely Anna but I wasn’t able to get it before I had to go home during Sunday, so she’ll be sending the drawing to me through the mail and I am ever so excited to receive it. (*´∇`*) ~ ♥

Later on after the cosplay show my hubby, I and three friends went to get something to eat. It was quite let a night almost half past 11 and I was surprised to see that there was actually a pizza place (with a pizza buffet) that was open 24/7. So we went in to eat. The food was really good and after we ate we had to go back to the hotel. When we got back we were really tired so we sat down and watched some One Piece. I managed to see one episode before falling asleep, resting on my BF’s back, haha. But my friend couldn’t sleep so she stayed up until 4 in the morning. I’m one of those people who can’t stay up past 12 before falling asleep on the spot. Sunday morning we went back to the con to see what was going in, be got there 45 minutes before the dealer roomed opened because we wanted to see if there was anything on sale during the last day there were a couple of things but not much. And the entire con was really lame during Sunday since that is the day where most people go home. At 12 we went home towards Aalborg again. We arrived at 6 in the evening so we were really tired and I had to attend school the day after. But all in all It was a freaking awesome weekend and thanks to all the sweet and lovely people who supported me and talked to me the whole weekend! Hope to see you again next year (ヾ(´･ω･｀) *wave*