Lolita shout-out #1

I've been watching several blogs about the lolita fashion in all its terms and genres, as some of you might have seen in my blog list, and it all gave me the inspiration to talk about what brand and Lolita finds I want to own and what I despise (sorry girls and boys, sometimes you just have to take the sugar with the salt). If everything goes as it should I'll be doing this every Thursday. As I feel it myself, I’ve really grown into the Lolita fashion and I’ve gotten more and more found of it by the day. I guess it comes with that for the first time ever I actually feel like a lady (don’t get me wrong here) but I’ve always been so busy being the tom-boy of the family, that I hardly ever wore a dress or skirt as a teenager. I still got the tom-boy in me which (for those who know me real life) might see. I dress myself in t-shirts, jeans and so on and rarely dress myself in shirts with feminine undertones, such as ruffles and so. So for me to actually feel like a lady and a princess is truly magical!

But I still have the feeling of, when I started out in Lolita, that sweet wasn’t cut for me, and as I see it most lolitas start out as either sweet or gothic. Not all but most girls do. And I myself am one who is more of the mature Lolita kind of girl. I love the Aristocratic style, the EGL and GL style and my all time favourite stile of the all is indeed the classic Lolita look. The whole adult and regal look just really talks to me, and when I wear it I don’t feel like a cute doll, rather than a feel like an elegant you lady. I would love for my hubby to wear aristocrat with me but he isn’t really the type for that, he would much more refer for wearing alchemy goth which is truly awesome but expesive haha.

But since we are now speaking of wearing EGL an classic I would like to share with you some of the Lolita finds I found during yesterday, while roaming through the brand sites, looking for some clothes I would love to own.

Queen's Coach (Ivory)

This is truly and amazing dress and lately I’ve grown so found of Alice and the Pirates. I love the fairytale/piraty look their clothes have and how it’s actually very mature for a dress. The dress itself is just gorgeous in this version with black and Ivory missed together, it looks very regal and very classy. I wasn’t really into AnTP since I didn’t really know about them, I knew they were a sub category of BTSSB and at first I thought a lot of their stuff were well… cosplay-ish (rage screams from 1000 lolitas world wide) It was like the brand tried to take itself serious with piraty ruffles, but as time went by I started falling in love with this brand.

Lyra Jumperskirt (chocolate)

It took some time for me to realize just how much I love the classic Lolita look rather than the sweet. Don’t get me wrong here. I adore the sweet genre but for me it just wasn’t flattering, I look horrible in it, like a pig dressed in a pink skirt with puppies, urk! But it all changed when I bought me very first BURANDU DRESSUUUUUU!!!! Lol, my very first brand dress is my Angelic Pretty dress with no series name or anything. I fell in love with I immediately and bought it second hand from a girl in Germany. When I opened it and looked at it I remembered almost crying out of happiness. Not because I owned brand (lol I like off brand just as must as brand, if not more) but because it was really beautiful and it fitted me like a dream. It was in an almost peachy/dusty pink with a discreet floral pattern, it had a princess cut in the back and wasn’t overhung with frills and bows like most sweet stuff was, and I though in a long time that it was sweet, until a friend of mine saw it. Her and her BF was at our place so I showed her my pride and joy and she commentated in it. She told me it was a classic dress and that is sort of where it all started. I immediately fell in love with Innocent World while looking after classic and this is one of the dresses I would love to own. The Lyrical Jumperskirt in chocolate. I’ve really fallen in love with more down to eath colors like brown, black, beige, white and wine red and I guess it’s because I’ve grown a little older. For me I’m too old to keep on wearing super kawaii pastel pink and baby blue colors, so I like this dress a lot. It’s beautiful to look at with it’s dampen decorations, A line skirt and gorgeous chocolate color… But alas it was too small for me to fit into. So perhaps this will be a dress I will try to find the money for, when I’ve lost some of my weight :D

Oh btw, heres a picture of me from the meet-up in Randers. Yeah I look kind og goofy and my face looks fat, but this is what I wore that day, thanks to Sascha for taking the picture, haha ;D Gawd my hair looks aweful! Should have worn my wig D:

2011 so far.

I've really started out good on this New Year.
I've started eating healthy, been seeking internships and I've been to this year’s first Jutland lolita meet-up circle! I ended up wearing my wine red Anna House OP, red bodyline shoes, a red barrette and my innocent world socks. Look pretty sweet ^^
It was so great and it all to place in Randers at Mette's place. This time it was all about crafting and sewing bit I started out getting a little too late out of bed, due to my alarm clock not ringing and actually arriving 30 minutes too late, lol.
I met with the other girls and afterwards we went out for some fabric shopping. I ended up buying 2 different fabrics. A nice red tartan (to which i bought some good quality black laces for) and a very beautiful black fabric with some beautiful rose patters incorporated into the fabric itself. Me and Sascha ended up buying one meter each for a skirt each. We wen’t back to Mette’s place and ended up making a lot of different things. A lot of jewellery and not as much sewing as one could have hoped for. But Sascha was so sweet and made my tartan skirt, I totally love it! I’ve got to make a lot of different stuff in cernit (a form f clay that has to be baked in the oven) which I was planning on using as accessories for my outfits. We ate at her plase (lasanga YUM!) and later we tried her PS II where some of the girls tried to play Manhunt II. I was laughing so hard inside myself since some of the girls clearly weren’t fit for these type of horror games, I don’t know how many times they started screaming, haha XD

But all in all it was a pretty nice day. Me and Sascha ended up going home with the train at 20:20 so we were home late. A friend of mine slept at our place that night and I was really beaten when I got home. I stayed up for an hour, maybe two and then went straight to bed.

Tomorrow I’ll be to attending an interview for an internship at a baker in Aalborg and I really hope I get the internship! I really want to become a baker and if I don’t get the spot I’ll have to become a social security whilst trying sending out applications for an internship.

Recap of 2010

Wow a old year has passed and a new one dawns. And whta does this mean? It means embrasing the new year with new fresh energy! There is so much to see i 2011. New places, new friends, new locations to visit and new memories to be gathered. There will be sad times and good times but it'll all be a new experience for everydbody.

1. What did you do in 2010 that you'd never done before?
Move to Aalborg with my hubby.
Got into the baker school.
Actually told someone how I felt about the whole deal of me getting bulled as a teenager.
GOT A PS III!!!!! OMG!
Played a game I swore I would never play XD (Minecraft lol. awesome game!)
Began using Steam.
Began using Skype (liek omg!)
Began ejoying myself in the kitchen.
Made an entire christmas dinner!!!

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions,
and will you make more for next year?
Can't even remember those I made last year, if I did make some?

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
My cousin and and a friend of mine ;D

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope =w=

5. What countries did you visit?
Česká republika baby! I wan't to go again :D

6. What would you like to have in 2011 that you lacked in 2010?
Loose some weight, no really! I really wan't to :C

7. What date from 2010 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
August 1st, December 17th, September 10th, and the whole of July!

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting into the baking school and getting pretty good grades! Got a B in my average :D

9. What was your biggest failure?
Not being able to keep up my healthy living. I began eating a log of fruit and driking water plus working out... but I held it for a week aaaaand.... that was that >_>
Was actually loosing some weight back there.
Gaining weight =___=;

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
A mere cold... which I had for a whole month.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
hmmm... my WoW collectors edition of Cataclysm.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
I got to talk to Humon! OMG!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Thosw girls who disses plus size lolitas >_>
And those girls who buys a lot of brand and shows it off.

14. Where did most of your money go?
I can't remember Ô_Ó

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
J-pop con, the trip to Praha, my B-day gift, meeting Humon and getting into the J-fashion fashion show!

16. What song will always remind you of 2010?
hmm.... Dancing Samurai!

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
happier or sadder? happier.
thinner or fatter? fatter TTATT

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Loose weight! And saving for my Disney trip, which feels like it will never be .__.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Feeling sad over I didn't have enough money or going to Disney land :C

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Me, my hubby and his mom :3.

22. Did you fall in love in 2010?
Been it since 2004 ;D

23. Did your heartbreak in 2010?
Nope :3

24. What was your favorite TV program?
FMA brotherhood, Det søde liv (the sweet life, NO NOT THAT ON DISNEY CHANNEL), Fanboy and Chumchum!

25. Where were you when 2010 began?
In Sønderholm.

26. Who were with you when 2010 began??
my mom, her husband, my aunt, her husband, her son, a friend of the family and my hubby :)

Borrowed by Looneylolita! check her out guys :D

A new year dawns.... soon.

It's still 9:48 here in Denmark so there's a loooong wya til midnight yet.
But I just wanted to say thank you guys for reading my blo and commeting on it, it really means alot to me. I hope that every one of my readers, everybody who just visited my blog, my family, my friends and everybody on eath will have themselves a rocking new year!
I only have one regret for this year, not being able to post more often on this blog and for that I am sorry. Hopefully the new year will give me more chances and subjects to post here on my blog.

See you all in the new year
HAPPY NEW YEAR

Color me green

For I am ever so envious. And I really hate envy. It’s a really nasty and ugly feeling to have towards other people. But just why am I feeling envious? Well there are a lot of reasons to it, and I try not to let it get the best of me. But one of my main reasons is that it feels like everybody I know on J-fashion keeps on posting on how much brand they are waiting for in the mail, and how their family or lover bought them this gorgeous new JSK from Angelic pretty. But what annoys me the most about this is that I let myself be bothered by it. I know I don’t have the money to buy brand all the time and I KNOW my family and hubby would never buy me Lolita stuff since they don’t know here to buy it and HOW to buy it. So that is why I’m feeling envious. But I feel bad about it. It makes me feel sick knowing that I get so jealous of not having what material good that others have and even get sad over it. On the other hand I don’t feel envious toward the girl who uses the banks money to buy her brand, or the loli who is so spoiled her parents gives her anything she wants. I mean relly! Where the hell do they get all that money from? How is it possible to save that much money with only a few weeks intervention to suddenly buy brand again? HOW?! Even with a JOB you'd have to save for some time.

But I can’t help but feeling like a an Ita for not being able to buy all the newest brand in the Lolita fashion world but that is my own fault and not everybody else’s. I can’t help but feeling angry with myself somehow for being so picky with what prints I want to wear, and that is all thanks to my only wanting to wear Classic, EGL and Gothic since I find it more mature and fitting for me. I started wearing sweet Lolita when I first heard of Lolita but every time I wore my pink shirt, with my pink headbow, pink kneesocks, pink handbag, white short and white shoes I couldn’t help but seeing myself as a chubby piece of cotton candy looking out from the mirror, so it wasn’t long after that I threw away my sweet stuff. Instead I started looking at the more mature stiles like Elegant Gothic Lolita and classic which I ended up finding way more appealing to me that sweet and Hime. I bought myself an AP dress from one on the EGL_salescommunity and I feel madly in love with the dress, it looks wonderful on me and the quality was amazing.

I soon after bought an Anna House dress in wine read which was also very beautiful and look rather nice on me, so I must say I’ve found my stiles. I later on bought a Surface Spell jsk from Qutie land which made me look very grown up, so I wore it to the fashion show which was held at the J-pop convention and I was ever so happy, but when I was the pictures from the fashion show I caught myself constantly thinking “omg! Lookt at how FAT my legs look! I have SO tiny feet, YIKES! Why do I look so chubby?!” And I just grew… sad. It feels like I will never be able to find the stile for me that really compliment MY body form. And again I grow envious and jealous because I looked at some of the other lolis who where bigger than me who just looked so beautiful in their OP attire and I just felt so ugly compared to them, why does even the loli fashion industry have to be characterized by the thin models? It’s about time they showed some chubby lolis so us who isn’t exactly the thinnest twig in the wood may feel pretty to and like there is actually hope for us. Hopefully my new diet will work. I’ve started drinking a LOT of water, which I am really bad at since I hat water and I’ve started eating all the time (fruits and carrots) to keep my metabolism active all the time. I am really bad a remembering myself to eat breakfast and get my stomach working from the start of my morning.

In other news I found this absolutely wonderful JSK I would just LOVE and KILL for to own! I would so want it in red for Christmas with a white shirt underneath it. Isn’t it just amazing? Can’t you just see this at Christmas time, whilst out Christmas shipping, OH JOY!

http://yaplog.jp/ap-sendai/archive/3578

Speaking of Christmas where will you guys be spending it this yeah?

Glædelig jul
(danish entry this time)

｡∠(*￣ ￣)〃∇〃)η　.｡.:*･ﾟMerry X'mas:*･ﾟ｡:.*
Så er julen endelig kommet og er det ikke bare hyggeligt?
Jeg er selv en af dem der virkelig elsker julen!
Musikken, de søde sager, familie hyggen, vennerne og den gode mad frem for alt. Man er virkelig nået langt fra da man var barn, hvor du næsten var ved at dø af over entusiasme, og spænding over hvad de farvestrålende pakker under træet gemmer til en. Og det værste var jo når man fik en blød pakke, øv øv øv, kedeligt tøj, haha （　´∀｀）
Det er noget anderledes nu.

Jeg glæder mig ikke så meget til det med gaverne som jeg glæder mig til det med hyggen og den gode mad. Jeg elsker seriøst dansk julemad, det er måske fedt, men gud det smager godt. Skal endelig holde jul med min kæreste for første gang nogen sinde. Hvorfor først nu? Efter 6 års forhold? Fordi jeg havde dårlig samvittighed. Mine forældre blev jo skilt og jeg ville sikre mig jeg holdte jul lige mange gange ved hver, så at ingen af dem følte sig snydt. Så det at jeg endelig kan holde jul med Hr. Dejligsen er bare skønt! (*´w`*)

Glæder mig som en gal selvom det bliver et lille selskab. Vi bliver kun mig, hans mor og ham, men det skal nok ende med at blive hyggeligt, der ender nok med at være en åndssvag mængde mad! De spiser altid and juleaften, og jeg spiser flæskesteg fordi det er bare sådan vores familie er, så der ender jo med at være en del rester. Men det bliver hyggeligt, skal endelig have mit eget juletræ for første gang siden jeg flyttede ud! Min mor var så sød at donere en julestjerne til vores træ og lidt pynt. Skal selv ud og finde noget mere i nogle butikker, så en pynteæske i Harald Nyborg med 75 til få penge, og træet kan jeg vist få for 150,- så det er jo ganske fint :D
Det eneste jeg mangler er en juletræsfod, men der regner jeg med at vi kan låne den som svigermor har, håber jeg da, haha Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

Men glæder mig også til på fredag her. Der skal jeg nemlig ud til min mor og julebage med hende og min lillesøster Jeannette! Bliver så hyggeligt. Kunne desværre ikke være med her den 20 november hvor mine to søskende og min halvsøster sad hos min mor og lavede juledekorationer. Var desværre et andet sted på den dag, men min mor gør op for det ved at lave en jule bage dag med mig ＼(^▽^)／
Vi skal nok lave alle de klassiske småkager, vaniljekranse, chokolade specier, finskbrød og jødekager, nom nom nom! (^～^)

Ydermere har vi gudskelov fundet ud af hvor vi skal være til nytår, regner med det bliver hos min moster i år, sammen med min mor, papfar, kæreste, onkel og min fætter! Skal hjælpe med at lave kransekage konfekt. Skal endda også lave min lille fætters fødselsdags kage her til når han fylder 9 år. Det skal være en banankage med chokolade stykker og chokolade creme i midten med bananstykker, nom nom （ ＾＾）

Regner med den bliver i hvid med limegrøn og mørkeblå, det var nemlig selv det han bad om. Jah der sker rigtig meget lige her i december og jeg undskylder for min mangel på opdateringer her. Men en lille ting jeg vil fortælle om, var ude og besøge Sascha og Kenny her i lørdags hvor vi sad og så film med dem, Sascha havde nemlig ikke set Prinsessen og Frøen så den tog vi med. Vi skulle også lave en cheesecake sammen, men opskriften var total underlig. 100 gr bund til 600 gr fyld? WTF? Vi endte med at få fyld med kiks i, haha ｶﾞ━━Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||)━━ﾝ!!

Og maden vi fik var SÅ lækker. Lynstegte grøntsager med kastanjer, kylling stykker og ris med kokosmælk, smage ondt godt! Men fik virkelig en overraskelse da jeg ankom, både Kenny og Sascha havde en gave til mig, hvilket jeg SLET ikke havde regnet med, ahah så fik BlazBlue af dem i gave, limited edition til min PS 3! Selve kassen var pænt ramponeret men indholdet var i mint condition. Mange tak Sascha og Kenny, det var så sødt gjort af jer, vidste slet ikke hvad jeg skulle sige (*^^*)ノ

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